Letter from the Heart Part 4

I hope you feel the same because before I ever let you loose, I would do anything for you. Anything to get you back where I believe and now know you belong. In my arms, in our bed, in our life with our family, our home and with our friends. My true home is where we are together. Las Vegas will be home because you and Beth will be there with me. I could be in a small box on the side of the road with just you and Beth and some clothes and I would still call it home because it is where my heart would be. My physical heart is forever beating inside me but my emotional heart where I store my love for you is inside you, your heart is in mine and they are forever intertwined.

As long as we are together, I promise to be happy. Even when I am mad, upset, angry, in a rage or something else, I want you to remember a single thing, anger is an emotion than can never be taken away. And that same thing goes towards hunger and hope. But the two emotions that can betaken away are love and passion. You give me the passion to sing either with you in our duets or in general. I refuse to sing unless I have you are by my side because you Quinn are my good luck charm, my inspiration, my reason to feel love and most importantly, my reason to live. My life is here, with you and I want to be with you forever. -Rubs her arm softly and kisses her head- I want my name to forever be attached to yours. I want your name to forever be Quinn Evans and if I have it my way, I will because there will never be a night in my life that we don't that things though and make up, clear the slate. I want to have an agreement with you to leave everything at work. Here at home, it is just about our family, our love and our time together. Time together is precious now and time to spend alone is even more of a blessing because it means I get to do things like this with you.

I have written letters to you in the past and I would love to share them someday. But this letter could not be hidden, this letter is yours and I want you to read it whenever we are either in a disagreement because I know I sure will. It will serve as a reminder of how much I truly love you and what you mean to me, what it means to me to have the blessing of having children with you, living a life with you and being able to call you my one and only. And I hope in return, you can give me the honor of being given the name as your one and only. I love you Quinn and this letter is directly from my heart. You helped me write this beautiful letter and just like our beautiful children, it is a result of our love for each other. And most importantly, my love for you. -Sam.